wow i feel alot better
11 days now
im still gettin it outta my system

ugh


i feel on top of the world though

well im not with chad anymore probably the best thing for me



i feel better already
ive neva felt so HAPPY

Confused

get me outta here

watched im a celebrity get me outta here tonight, new one's on tomorrow

i love heidi, lol, shes actually doing better than i thought she would, spencer brings her down though. whats gonna happen when he gets voted off, she'd probably leave with him, haha, well hopefully not, all the other celebrities dont even compare to heidi and spencer though, ive only heard of like... uh.... Torrie wilson? and what is she a Wwf wrestler? cool'?

well anyways i cant wait for new season of the hills, and the full show of Speidi's Wedding on Mtv, cannot wait...:) tuesday june 9

neways its getting late imma gunna chill with my baby boy

oo yeah i cant believe LAUREN SHOWED UP TO THE WEDDING, there's a pic of her leaving out the back door, i actually <3 lauren way more than heidi, i have loved watching her since LagunaBeach :):)

Yay For Internet!!!!!

yup

finally got the internet back... yup that's right

hehe

its WiFi too

well its like this portable Bell WiMax unplugged shit but we hooked it up to a wirelesss router and BAM! no cords nothing

anyways.

im back to blogging.

lots has been going on lately ..

here's a recent pic of me..i made it OLD looking on photo bucket

because i dont have adobe photoshop :(

neways

summer time

time to party

Thoughts.

sometimes i write some feelings on here when i am mad, so things get blown out of proportion, i kind of feel embarassed of that post so i delete it, i am going to make sure that no one can read these posts, i want it to be a personal diary but when i first started posting, i accidently connected it with my facebook, so im going to look at my account setting so i know no one is reading this.
:)

ugh.

redemption = hopefully chad gettin off that HORRIBLE shit :(
he told me he was gunna quit april 1st
now i guess he wants to go to rehab
fingers crossed hopefully its done and over with
i love him so much and i only want whats best for him

thursdayyyy

just another boring day
whatever
my jaw feels alot better now
6 days until redemption.(explain laterrr)


samy<3

-Sunday-

ugh....My Jaw is so Swollen.....i dont know whats wrong with it
my baby is going to take me to the walk in clinic..i love him he always makes me feel better an
i also have to go downtown tomorro...
neways im just chillin relaxing

i hope its not my wisdom teeeth ...eeek

neways im gunna lay down.

sooo tired...

well chad's mom and aunt should be backfrom Vegas in a couple hours . probably go to bed. yuck i dont know why it snowed today. i hope it gets warm fast i wish i went to Vegas possibly win big.or at least comeback with a nice tan or something.

i wish i was somewhere tropical and warm like that picture

After "the Party"..and a texas mickey later

This is Fitz and Celine they are the cutest couple

This is the pregnant lady that fell on me my boyfriend chad, and celine is in the green

well the morning after drinking a texas mickey of grey goose
.....
well lets see a DRUNK pregnant person fainted on top of me. Dumb freakin people let me tell you=P
and my boyfriends friend got into a fight today.
fuck eh
too much Drama
anyways enough about that

St. Pattys day

just chillin with some friends
we're supposed to be having a party tonight i guess...
GeTTin CrUnk tonight
lol i dunno ..
chads mom went to vegas too .. awesomee lolll
me and chad were kinda fighting this morning

First Post.

well. this is my first post.
i guess i will start my introducing myself.
My name is Samantha Brown
I am 19 years old.
I currently go to G A Wheable.(Adult High School)
I am just trying to finish my high school so i can go to post secondary at fanshawe
i want to get into an Office Administration Program(medical)
It is to become a Medical Secretary.
i live with my 22 year old boyfriend chad.
we have been together for about two and half years.
hes my life. i love him more than anythingin the world.
we live in london ontario.
i have lived here all my life
our plan is probably to go out west this summer to visit chad's family.
well any ways i will probably post blogs pretty much every week

cccyyyaaaa